08-23-2018, 08:44 PM
(08-23-2018, 05:04 PM)kingpill Wrote: No blatant TIDs to report but thought I'd update.
Seems like there is a baseline level that I always execute to no matter what. Basically, Im always one of the hotter people around, and the more I'm around someone, the more they feel the aura.
Few things I realized:
I feel jealousy/anger when a girl gives me signals, but then her attention goes to someone else in the same way. But when I let myself feel the anger and non-verbally express the anger, even to myself, I seem to execute better. I'd prefer not having to go through this process
Today, when I was only executing at the baseline level, I was thinking about how every animal/plant/insect/fish (that aren't living under humans) has to live constantly around death of either their own species or of a different species.
I realized that there is a part of us which is subconsciously attracted to danger and death. I started getting thoughts that when I die, I don't want to die normal and old, I want to die a 'beautiful death', the kind that would take you to 'Valhalla'. Keep in mind, this personal philosophy will only be attractive to someone whose personal philosophy of life after death loosely resembles mine. I believe when you die, you go into a reality that is most resonant to the energy/vibration of your subconscious/unconscious.
Most people are fearful of death and so at the end of their lives, the fear consumes them, hence making them weak. Not me. I wanna look death in the eye and laugh as I die. I wanna f*** lady death.
Executed like crazy right after this realization.
I've noticed the EXACT same thing. V3.2 generates/generated a lot of fear in me. My anxiety would ratchet up. I found that most of the fear in my life centered around death. I would sometimes visualizes myself holding lady death's hand and looking her in the eyes and saying "I'm not afraid of you". By releasing this fear of death I also found it easier to execute DMSI.
I believe the reason for this is because part of the subconscious for some people equates losing/relinquishing control to DMSI as dying. Almost EVERY person is wired to avoid death and survive but I believe that people who are "resistant" have this subconscious "survival program" running in overdrive. The reality is that death is unavoidable and a necessary step that all of us will eventually take. When the subconscious realizes this and begins treating death as something natural it relaxes so to speak and this is when DMSI is able to work its magic because the instructions are no longer seen as a threat.
I reserve the right for my opinion to be totally wrong!
