No blatant TIDs to report but thought I'd update.
Seems like there is a baseline level that I always execute to no matter what. Basically, Im always one of the hotter people around, and the more I'm around someone, the more they feel the aura.
Few things I realized:
I feel jealousy/anger when a girl gives me signals, but then her attention goes to someone else in the same way. But when I let myself feel the anger and non-verbally express the anger, even to myself, I seem to execute better. I'd prefer not having to go through this process
Today, when I was only executing at the baseline level, I was thinking about how every animal/plant/insect/fish (that aren't living under humans) has to live constantly around death of either their own species or of a different species.
I realized that there is a part of us which is subconsciously attracted to danger and death. I started getting thoughts that when I die, I don't want to die normal and old, I want to die a 'beautiful death', the kind that would take you to 'Valhalla'. Keep in mind, this personal philosophy will only be attractive to someone whose personal philosophy of life after death loosely resembles mine. I believe when you die, you go into a reality that is most resonant to the energy/vibration of your subconscious/unconscious.
Most people are fearful of death and so at the end of their lives, the fear consumes them, hence making them weak. Not me. I wanna look death in the eye and laugh as I die. I wanna f*** lady death.
Executed like crazy right after this realization.
Seems like there is a baseline level that I always execute to no matter what. Basically, Im always one of the hotter people around, and the more I'm around someone, the more they feel the aura.
Few things I realized:
I feel jealousy/anger when a girl gives me signals, but then her attention goes to someone else in the same way. But when I let myself feel the anger and non-verbally express the anger, even to myself, I seem to execute better. I'd prefer not having to go through this process
Today, when I was only executing at the baseline level, I was thinking about how every animal/plant/insect/fish (that aren't living under humans) has to live constantly around death of either their own species or of a different species.
I realized that there is a part of us which is subconsciously attracted to danger and death. I started getting thoughts that when I die, I don't want to die normal and old, I want to die a 'beautiful death', the kind that would take you to 'Valhalla'. Keep in mind, this personal philosophy will only be attractive to someone whose personal philosophy of life after death loosely resembles mine. I believe when you die, you go into a reality that is most resonant to the energy/vibration of your subconscious/unconscious.
Most people are fearful of death and so at the end of their lives, the fear consumes them, hence making them weak. Not me. I wanna look death in the eye and laugh as I die. I wanna f*** lady death.
Executed like crazy right after this realization.
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power
