DMSi 3.2 sexland

[Kol]

I miss my cocky funny tho. Still an to much of an investment thing, prolly fear. Its all in a state of mind. Im already feeling cocky funny, but over text, just for shits and giggles, its a "afraid to lose" kinda thing. Hope DMSI A will solve this as I am confident in having the skills.

Sticking point. Face ro face it aint an issue tho.

'You're hot"
"I know. We should get a drink"

Lol

Edit: in my first loop now and im about to shed some tears. One part of me is callous and want to drink but this is like walking away. There is a lot of hurt surfacing, which, in turn, is about to clear up. Its like loads of covert memories come up now tied to this. Makes me remember some painfull memories aswell, mostly feeling wise

Acknowledgement is a good step. Pretty much tragic as it seems to be similar to am6 dark night of the soul kinda process.

Edit2: im seeing an stark contrast between a nice guy and a sexual beast. Being sexual, straight to the point, knowing you have options and being sexually spontaneous and fluid. Basically being in line with primal instincts.
Nice guy: inhibited and carefull, non exciting, being betabux and a resource.