(08-14-2018, 11:25 PM)Havana Wrote: Jake, if you're so adamant that you stonewalled DMSI and most times you talk to Shannon you bring up how you're not executing, why do you think that you need a full 35 day break? If you really didn't execute, the P6 part didn't either, right? You can't have it both ways. Which one is it?
I cannot recall saying recently how I never executed, and my tag under my name remains the executor. Perhaps you as many here remember my past comments and feel I still say that I havent executed but let me explain...
I follow the instructions as best as I can so that I can not say it was due to this or that reason that I didnt execute.
I also know I executed on 1 loop with only no fap. I havent said (intentionally, so if I have it was a mistake) that I havent executed but that I havent when I "increased the loops". For me not fapping though a start was too insignificant but its still something to work with.
As well as this im giving myself a clear break for any and all subs from the past too (even though I know they arent in my head by now) so that I give UM/OP the biggest chance possible.
Finally, I already know I wont be able to listen with headphones to 3hours+ (3loops) upon waking, my time isnt that vacant due to classes etc and so ill be using my speakers in which case I want to also give it that break to have a clear mind in which the sub can work with.
Even though I can justify with all the above, that doesnt take away my desire to start UM/OP asap but im trying to be sensible about it as I usually am with all subs.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days