DMSI 3.2 it's official

[mat422]

I've been working on trying to embrace the sexual energy circulating in my body more. I can feel a sort of block from fully expressing it. Definitely some kind of conditioning still floating around in my head about sex being bad somehow. Likely remnants I picked up over the years of male bashing/shaming. I've noticed that I've tried to ignore it vs embracing the energy of it. For obvious reasons, fear. The stronger the effects of DMSI get, the more I just want to have sex with a woman. But I don't think I'm there yet as far as communicating sex goes. Part of me still thinks it's creepy, sexist, or whatever else. I don't know it kind of just feels like I step on my own toes for what would be an incredibly natural process if I just accepted my own sexuality more. I pretty much cockblock myself.