Jake's UMOP - CLOSED!

[Jake2015]

Procrastination and Motivation are also a big issue for me.. Although it's kinda complicated due to my "Chronic Mental Fatigue"... I do find that I know what I want to do but I loose motivation.. After few days as if I never was motivated in first place... A work which can be done in like 3 days.. I take 30 days to do it.. I just keep postponing it..

Even if I do manage or force myself to do it feels as if my subc exhausts me... I mean try doing something you don't want to or feel like and u will know.. I am sure

Also my motivation keeps fluctuating it comes in for like 2-3 days and then will vanish for like weeks...

So I would really like to see how it goes.. Catman seems to having a good time...DMSI-3.2 healing must have done enough to make this work easily.

With this level of crappy motivation and procrastination habits.. I can't even expect to do a 9-5 job. Or learn anything.

I remember when I was in my teens I was always motivated but I was also procrastinating. Like when I was motivated to study then I would open my book then read few lines then again procrastinate on it after few mins.. Kinda like ADHD.

As for DMSI - I think I need a break from it as it has dug very deep and I need to take rest for a while. Fapping is still there but there is a difference. I am sure slowly and surly I will get to the root of its problem and fix it...

After DMSI break I will jump on UM-OP. Need to collect some cash for that lol.

I think youre right, get on UM/OP, forget about DMSI and just let UM/OP get you going.

Make sure you take the 35day break, I think your brain will thank you for it.

My goal for when I execute UM/OP is to get myself in order - take action on all my goals daily that I can.

If I can get into this habit then I can also progress further with the subs I feel.

Shame there isnt any healing with this sub but who knows maybe healing wont be needed for it.