Had a dream involving my fear of the deepsea. In my dream I was swimming in some sort of hallway, the water seemed to come closer until I went down under. It was dark and the anxiety creeped up more and more. It slightly freaks me out to just thinking back to it.
then I woke up with anxiety for a bit.
Something huge is going on underneath the hood. I can feel it, like being pushed towards my goals and the goals of DMSI.
With girls, I notice as soon as my subconscious and genes have decided she is fitting to be mating material, im getting a huge buzz, and feel being pulled, and tbh, I wouldnt be surprised iif she does aswell. its an magnetic pull.
With hot girls, it feels like my new reality, like "this is it, homecoming" and those lower on the scale, dont really do it for me. idifference is pretty much the default then. im no monkey that entertains them at all. Its as if my baseline, the playground has leveled up, and those girls that are really hot, are my people so to say.
then I woke up with anxiety for a bit.
Something huge is going on underneath the hood. I can feel it, like being pushed towards my goals and the goals of DMSI.
With girls, I notice as soon as my subconscious and genes have decided she is fitting to be mating material, im getting a huge buzz, and feel being pulled, and tbh, I wouldnt be surprised iif she does aswell. its an magnetic pull.
With hot girls, it feels like my new reality, like "this is it, homecoming" and those lower on the scale, dont really do it for me. idifference is pretty much the default then. im no monkey that entertains them at all. Its as if my baseline, the playground has leveled up, and those girls that are really hot, are my people so to say.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
