So I just got done with my one loop for today. While I was listening and even before, I felt a tremendous sadness. I just felt depressed at how my life hasn't gone the way I thought it would. I guess this is what you would call a quarter-life crisis. There is also lingering fear of success. It was not as obvious as it was yesterday but the more I think about it, the more I realize that that is a block that could prevent the program from working.
I am questioning whether or not I should switch to Side A but I will run Side B for three months. I plan to run one loop but I am curious as to whether or not 7 loops will be better.
All in all , I do not feel successful and feel even more confused and doubtful. I'm starting to feel like the program isn't even working and I'm just wasting my time with all of this stuff. It's been awhile since I have been this confused and doubtful.
I hope I’m not stonewalling this sub
I am questioning whether or not I should switch to Side A but I will run Side B for three months. I plan to run one loop but I am curious as to whether or not 7 loops will be better.
All in all , I do not feel successful and feel even more confused and doubtful. I'm starting to feel like the program isn't even working and I'm just wasting my time with all of this stuff. It's been awhile since I have been this confused and doubtful.
I hope I’m not stonewalling this sub
