GK's SM 2.0 Journal

[Spiral]

For me at first I was resisting going out alone but I forced myself to do that. Just let the resistance do it's thing man. occupy yourself with something you like doing! Like Shannon said you will see the benefits in the long run man. I never had sex while doing sex magnet but that's because I wasn't socializing enough. Don't feel bad if you aren't socializing enough or at all. There are small steps you can take to change that. and you seem to be having alot of resistance so it's probably a fear of sex. I sort of had that.. but at the end of the program I no longer do. And the anxiety attached to it is no longer there. Your brain wants you to quit. But... men don't quit. You started the program for a reason. If it isn't causing severe anxiety and depression there's no reason not to finish it. Since you feel lost.. take this time to find peace in that lost feeling. when you can find peace in that you are no longer lost.