Stage 1, day 2:
It is the morning so I cannot report yet how day 2 was but I had few random thoughts that I wanted to write down as they are in my head right now.
1. Before going to bed, I did set up my player to play in loop the silent ultrasonic track. I did press pause to go to the bathroom and went to bed only to find out this morning that I forgot to press play when I came back to my room.
It is very hard to discern between playing silent track and not playing at all...
No worries, I am confident that I'll be able to catch up at least 8 hours of listening during the day....
2. I did dream again last night. Wow, I don't know if this is an effect of the sub listening. For me, dreaming 2 days in a row is a world record! I do not recall the exact details of the dream but it wasn't as exciting as the previous one. It involved some negative emotion. Maybe some fear and feeling annoyed by something... Too bad that I don't remember exactly what it was as I am pretty sure that this was my subconscious communicating with my conscious mind...
3. I finished reading How To Become Alpha book from John Alexander...
a) Reading one of the last chapter about relationship where he suggests to use a reward/punishment system to manage the relation has made me smile as this is showing that I already do few things right.
b) I have mixed feelings about the book. There are tons of little gems in this book. Especially when it lays down the alpha definition, the behavior and mindset of an alpha and I am going to write them down on my second reading so that I can focus and really integrate those concepts. However, the second half is another boring 'How to' guide to bring back to your place a woman that you have just met and have sex with her.
The 'let go over my place so that I can show you my amazing stamps collection' advice has nothing novel in it.
In fact, this whole aspect of the book disappoint me a little bit. To me, being an alpha should be so much more than becoming a ladies man... To me, an alpha is the person leading his tribe and he commands respect...
Or maybe that I am wrong and having a lot of sex is part of being an alpha and is what is giving the alpha the magnetism that makes the others want to submit to his leadership...
Being more social and participating to social events and having more friends is definitely something that I can improve and this is a benefits that I am looking to get from using this program.
but something that did annoy me in the book is the whole concept of instadate. Meet some random woman during the day and spend long hours with that person until you end up having sex seems to me like it is anti Alpha and is the perfect example of what I do not like about PUA communities.
To me being, alpha is having a mission in life and working toward reaching it.
IMHO, Having a full day with no plan or planning to walk around with the goal to find a sex partner and have the luxury to spend the whole day with a stranger communicates to you and others that your mission isn't very important and getting sex partners is more important which IMHO is unhealthy...
That being said, some balance is required. You want to have a healthy social life and a fulfilling sex life with multiple partners... This needs to be planned and you need to allocate time to make it happen...
It is the morning so I cannot report yet how day 2 was but I had few random thoughts that I wanted to write down as they are in my head right now.
1. Before going to bed, I did set up my player to play in loop the silent ultrasonic track. I did press pause to go to the bathroom and went to bed only to find out this morning that I forgot to press play when I came back to my room.
It is very hard to discern between playing silent track and not playing at all...
No worries, I am confident that I'll be able to catch up at least 8 hours of listening during the day....
2. I did dream again last night. Wow, I don't know if this is an effect of the sub listening. For me, dreaming 2 days in a row is a world record! I do not recall the exact details of the dream but it wasn't as exciting as the previous one. It involved some negative emotion. Maybe some fear and feeling annoyed by something... Too bad that I don't remember exactly what it was as I am pretty sure that this was my subconscious communicating with my conscious mind...
3. I finished reading How To Become Alpha book from John Alexander...
a) Reading one of the last chapter about relationship where he suggests to use a reward/punishment system to manage the relation has made me smile as this is showing that I already do few things right.
b) I have mixed feelings about the book. There are tons of little gems in this book. Especially when it lays down the alpha definition, the behavior and mindset of an alpha and I am going to write them down on my second reading so that I can focus and really integrate those concepts. However, the second half is another boring 'How to' guide to bring back to your place a woman that you have just met and have sex with her.
The 'let go over my place so that I can show you my amazing stamps collection' advice has nothing novel in it.
In fact, this whole aspect of the book disappoint me a little bit. To me, being an alpha should be so much more than becoming a ladies man... To me, an alpha is the person leading his tribe and he commands respect...
Or maybe that I am wrong and having a lot of sex is part of being an alpha and is what is giving the alpha the magnetism that makes the others want to submit to his leadership...
Being more social and participating to social events and having more friends is definitely something that I can improve and this is a benefits that I am looking to get from using this program.
but something that did annoy me in the book is the whole concept of instadate. Meet some random woman during the day and spend long hours with that person until you end up having sex seems to me like it is anti Alpha and is the perfect example of what I do not like about PUA communities.
To me being, alpha is having a mission in life and working toward reaching it.
IMHO, Having a full day with no plan or planning to walk around with the goal to find a sex partner and have the luxury to spend the whole day with a stranger communicates to you and others that your mission isn't very important and getting sex partners is more important which IMHO is unhealthy...
That being said, some balance is required. You want to have a healthy social life and a fulfilling sex life with multiple partners... This needs to be planned and you need to allocate time to make it happen...
