Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Zane]

Shannon Shannon Shannon Shannon....

Did I get ur attention buddy? Good.

Idk if u read my journal or not but I want to tell u something about a weird pattern.

As u know I have hard time stopping masturbating.

What I am noticing is that when I am on "A" I masturbate more... But when I jump to be I stop Masturbating for few days which mean I go on more days on NoFap on "B" than on "A".

For example :

When I first started DMSI "B" - I fapped crazy

Then on "A" - I fapped still but less

Then again on "B" - I went 15 days on NoFap

Then again on "A" - I was fapping again "

Then again on" B"-I went 4 days NoFap (7 loops "

So what's ur advice.. I try my best to stop.. But longest I went was 15 days.. On" B"..

I know I have said this before but if u can do anything about this NoFap module in 3.3 then it would be great. Perhaps add something that whenever the urge came my mind would be diverted to do something else or maybe transmute it..

Believe me DMSI is healing and making me more mature but.. I don't like playing with my toy-toy every 2 days..

Maybe u know add will power module or something Idk u r the boss...

What's ur advice for me? Regarding A or B.. and loops and also why is this happening to me..

Sorry for improper format

This is very odd mate. On DMSI A my wanting to masturbate has completely gone. Have you tried the sledge hammer approach that is trashing all your porn and getting all the porn sites you would normally browse excluded through your ISP ?

I only watch soft core NSFW images.. Rest I leave to my imagination.. Although. I have seen that now I don't fap like a maniac.. I do focus on other stuff.. But deep inside my mind there is a thought that fapping is what's ruined my life.. Although that's true but that's not a good mindset.. Nox is right.

I should be focused on building my life.. Sometimes I loose motivation and I think that's because I set goals that would require alot of effort..

So I am gonna start small.. Starting from building my career and gaining knowledge.. After that I can focus on bigger goals like business establishment and becoming a good trader or investor.. Its OK if it takes another 5 years.. Final freedom is my goal... Long term one.. That's one thing which I am gonna achieve no matter what

Thanks for the advice guys.. U guys are awesome..