Jakes DMSI 3.2B - *Closed!*

[Zane]

Day 18
Tuesday 24 July - 2.3


Forgot to hit play on my phone :/

Will probably therefore only get 1 hour of listen today with earphones.

The NumbersGirl as I will now call her hasnt replied back to me or sent me any message so im feeling perhaps things arent as they seemed to me and she isnt so interested which then makes me wonder why give me your number or any form of contact for us to have as she never gave it to anyone else there in the course that im aware of.

Beyond that I got chatting to a girl online on the sex dating site. She wanted to see my face so took her to snapchat and did a quick video call for her to see me.

She wasnt attracted to me. She was very polite and sweet about it which I appreciate but she felt I looked older than I actually am and well it was a blow to my self esteem / ego etc etc - call it whatever it is, it was a blow.

I dont feel im at all good looking now and does DMSI help with this?

thanks

Old? U mean matured.. Cause thats what I think she ment

No she used an age 5 years above my own and then she politely said she wasn't attracted to me.

And numbergirl who I met at the course also now pointed out were just friends so that is also finished so 3.2 isn't working for me and so I'm stonewalling

U r not stonewalling.. U r meeting girls here and there and that wasn't happening 4 - 5 months ago before DMSI..

Atleast now u r in a reality where u are surrounded by girls.. Now keep listening and let Shannon work on DMSI and slowly and sure u will have a breakthrough slowly..

Also shift ur focus and improve ur body and go to gym if like
.. You do ur part and let DMSI and Shannon do theirs.