07-24-2018, 02:36 AM
Reporting on reactions to DMSI in myself. So last night I was relaxed in bed but not really going to sleep. I did a progressive muscle relaxation exercise to get rid of the tension for the day. I could relax every part of my body except my stomach. It felt like the more relaxed I got, the more dmsi started to effect me and as a consequence the more tense I got.. But throughout the whole thing there was this strong feeling in my stomach. A combination of of a tightness and burning. As I went deeper into it I noticed my body getting really warm. And the while that was happening I got a message back from the girl on tinder.
It feels like there's still a very deep level of me that's resisting and the only way I can touch it is while listening to the sub. It seems like throughout the day the influence just isn't strong enough and my energy is taken up by my job. When I relax at home it feels "safer" to execute so that might be another loophole.
It feels like there's still a very deep level of me that's resisting and the only way I can touch it is while listening to the sub. It seems like throughout the day the influence just isn't strong enough and my energy is taken up by my job. When I relax at home it feels "safer" to execute so that might be another loophole.
INFP
