07-23-2018, 12:07 AM
Had a dream in which DMSI was instructing me the steps I think. I think it was a dream. Im not sure, but I noticed lots of limits dissolving, or atleast, partly recall something along those lines.
Feeling incredible horny this morning, but wont fap, even tho my mind is occupied with sex, its an perfect blend of IDGAF and giving a fuck, aswell as having the strong urges to execute and go into sex.
My mind feels more mature, I feel literally sexual energy flow through my body like a calm yet arousing rush.
Looking back on the videos of Arash, I notice how much my "game"is growing at this point. Many things are falling into place.
Yesterday, one girl that I still speak at times, which was my childhood crush in an sense ( and lawd, forbid me I wrote that fucking poem when I was 15 lmao ) threw out her facebook betabait. "where are the real men goneeee" It made me laugh so hard and realise how far out there I am to not even taking this cry of attention seriously, at all. Guess, the wall is hitting her hard and her biological clock is starting to tick more overt or something, anxiety flooring her hard. Several guys where swarming, and I aint one of them, good luck girl. I have way better shit to do, and those of value know this stuff, im more concerned with elite men, with guys that are mission orientated at this point, who are getting women, have quality, are having things going on, and are fucking alpha. Its damn clear to me how much masculinity I am oozing it this point right now, and lawd forbid I would give a fuck qabout it, but I wont, unapologetic to the max, knowing myself, my vibe and my power.
Whatever, im over and done with it, im way to strong at this point. damn.
Also, one guy seemed intimidated out of his mind this morning while we crossed sight or something, his eyes where reflecting pure terror.
Feeling incredible horny this morning, but wont fap, even tho my mind is occupied with sex, its an perfect blend of IDGAF and giving a fuck, aswell as having the strong urges to execute and go into sex.
My mind feels more mature, I feel literally sexual energy flow through my body like a calm yet arousing rush.
Looking back on the videos of Arash, I notice how much my "game"is growing at this point. Many things are falling into place.
Yesterday, one girl that I still speak at times, which was my childhood crush in an sense ( and lawd, forbid me I wrote that fucking poem when I was 15 lmao ) threw out her facebook betabait. "where are the real men goneeee" It made me laugh so hard and realise how far out there I am to not even taking this cry of attention seriously, at all. Guess, the wall is hitting her hard and her biological clock is starting to tick more overt or something, anxiety flooring her hard. Several guys where swarming, and I aint one of them, good luck girl. I have way better shit to do, and those of value know this stuff, im more concerned with elite men, with guys that are mission orientated at this point, who are getting women, have quality, are having things going on, and are fucking alpha. Its damn clear to me how much masculinity I am oozing it this point right now, and lawd forbid I would give a fuck qabout it, but I wont, unapologetic to the max, knowing myself, my vibe and my power.
Whatever, im over and done with it, im way to strong at this point. damn.
Also, one guy seemed intimidated out of his mind this morning while we crossed sight or something, his eyes where reflecting pure terror.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
