07-19-2018, 02:50 AM
I've been trying to trust in my subconscious and let it steer more and maybe that's what's been throwing me off. Yesterday I was lying down and relaxing and wanted to work on music. But I found myself thinking, maybe I should heal more and focus on DMSI? But that's when I noticed a separation between what I wanted to do and what my subconscious wanted. My subconscious wanted to lay in bed and "heal" aka procrastinate. My conscious mind wanted to finish writing a track I was working on. It became clear to me that I have to consciously intervene if I want to progress. My subconscious definitely isn't in alignment yet and until it is I can't rely on it to make the right decisions for me. However it's also important not to think of it as a battle. It's a calm redirection. Definitely still learning that as a skill so I'm not actively battling myself.
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