Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Hi Shannon tomorow night is my last night on 3.2b masked for 7 loops before a day off and going back to 3.2a.

I was on 3.2a for atleast 2 plus months with no changes internally, but will give it another go at 7 loops hybrid and see if something does change.

You mean, no changes that you noticed consciously.

There is nothing i can do to get past whatever my subconscious is resisting to get something to change or work is there? Basically got to keep waiting until 3.2a brings things to surface so the script can start to execute?

The issue is that I am trying to communicate with a level of human awareness that does not communicate as the conscious mind does, or comprehend language as the conscious mind does. It's "logic" isn't, and I can't see, hear, smell, taste or touch it. Communicating with it in ways that work for the conscious mind to understand is challenging, so I am having to piece together what is what based on its responses, and even those change from person to person, belief system to belief system, age group to age group, gender to gender, culture to culture, etc. Therefore, truly understanding what is happening, and what is being resisted, and why, and how to correct it, is extraordinarily challenging. That we have gotten DMSI to be as effective as it is, is truly incredible if you think about it.

To get past your resistance, you have to understand what is being resisted and why, and then deal with the root cause in a way that causes it to stop being a cause of resistance. A side is designed to do that. So aside from running A side and trying to find the right loops/day, format and volume, I can only suggest that you try doing meditations that allow you to communicate with the parts of you that are resisting, in a way your conscious mind can comprehend and remember, and then with the understanding of what is being resisted and why, proceed to deal with those reasons in a way that causes them to stop being points of resistance.

Obviously being around so many attractive women and cant get any attention or even able to get them to talk to me for more than a minute or 2 when i do approach and talk to them only to watch many others have 10-15 minute chats with the same women easily can be frustrating.

Would i be best doing the hybrid track for 2 weeks before a break or should i try for a 2 week break before trying hybrid 3.2a to see if anything changes?

I suggest you choose between using A side immediately and seeking the right setup and usage patterns for yourself, or taking a week off, see what happens, and then doing that.

I dont know why my subconscious wants to resist something i want to work consciously.

Thanks.

The conscious and subconscious minds largely represent the mutually exclusive methods of thinking held by the rational vs the emotional minds/brains. They therefore frequently understand the same things in radically different ways, for radically different reasons, which often make no sense from one side to the other. When the subconscious wants X and the conscious mind wants -X, there is potential for resistance and deadlock until the two of them agree. The conscious mind may want -X because it is logically the best way forward to achieve success and happiness, and the subconscious mind may irrationally associate that very same thing with, for example, a threat to the person's life based on something that was experienced when the person was 2 years old that was understood as "a threat to my life" and associated with the -X, but really has no logical association or value as a credible threat to the person's life.

The issue boils down to mutually exclusive ways of thinking, understanding and comprehension between the conscious and subconscious awarenesses. My job appears to be to find a way to reconcile this.