07-18-2018, 02:38 AM
Alright here we go, hitting some turbulence again. But this time I won't run away. It feels like I'm hitting the deeper stuff now. Definitely self worth issues. The other night as I was listening I found myself feeling like I was just a fake and I had convinced myself that I was a capable person when really I wasn't. I'm not buying into it, I know it's remnants of subconscious beliefs. But when I thought about it more I saw how hard I've been having to keep my mind positive and essentially battle these negative beliefs about myself. Keeping these more insecure thoughts tightly packed away because I wanted to so desperately believe I was past them. But in order to grow I have to fully acknowledge everything. That means digging to the bottom of the emotional well until I address every limiting belief about myself.
INFP
