Quote:Shannon should I run the AMS refresher to clear out these guilty feelings of distancing myself from my parents ?. The reason I do this is to better my life and wanting my happiness it seemed all about their happiness before mine.
If those feelings are just coming up now during DMSI then it's very likely that DMSI is working on them, and because that's scary your mind is like "I better go do AM to get away from that, yeah I really need AM now".
It's funny though how it's obvious from the outside and I can see it nearly every time someone else reports it. But still when it's happening to me i'm not as aware of it because of how convincing the mind can be at times.
