07-15-2018, 01:21 PM
I needed that rant to clear all that bs out of my head. It's just fear, always has been. And I've been exerting a lot of conscious control to get my subconscious on board, but I see now this is the wrong way. The path is clear now, I have to solely work on removing fear from my mind. Not facing fear, not pushing past fear, eliminating fear. Making fear a nonexistent part of my reality. By trying to "beat" fear, or face every challenge in my life from the beginning position of fear, I further reinforce that reality. I reinforce a reality where I struggle. My last post where I ask why it's so difficult in my life? The answer is simple, because I frame everything from that perspective. I expect everything to be difficult and for myself to struggle. I have to break out of that box.
If you're afraid and all you focus on is how to beat fear by constantly focusing on fear you create more fear. It's time I left this life story of constantly fighting to overcome something and just accept a reality where I live in my desired way. No more "wounded hero on a journey" life story. I'll tell you guys right now, that journey never ends. It's a nonstop loop, your mind will always try to figure out ways to perpetuate the journey to healing to fulfill the narrative.
I no longer see DMSI as this separate tool forcing me to do something. I see it as a decision from my own mind, an agreement to move ahead in life. I made the choice, I'm making the changes, everything I experience is my own personal power. I'm just using a powerful tool to tap into it more easily.
Quote:No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it.
Albert Einstein
If you're afraid and all you focus on is how to beat fear by constantly focusing on fear you create more fear. It's time I left this life story of constantly fighting to overcome something and just accept a reality where I live in my desired way. No more "wounded hero on a journey" life story. I'll tell you guys right now, that journey never ends. It's a nonstop loop, your mind will always try to figure out ways to perpetuate the journey to healing to fulfill the narrative.
I no longer see DMSI as this separate tool forcing me to do something. I see it as a decision from my own mind, an agreement to move ahead in life. I made the choice, I'm making the changes, everything I experience is my own personal power. I'm just using a powerful tool to tap into it more easily.
INFP
