Officially off DMSI since end of June. I am preparing to go through AM6 starting in August.
So basically, I am now 2 weeks off from DMSI and as I wrote elsewhere, some of the program effects start to wear off. This is not a bad thing as it allows me to rediscover the positive effect of DMSI that was now taken for granted.
Nothing major but I did notice a small drop in self-confidence.
Also, I did onboard the DMSI wagon exactly 1 year ago and immediately after the start of the program, I did experience very quickly a major success. In less than a week of listening, I have meet a woman that I have totally swept away and would become a passionate sex partner for few months.
On few occassions, when I was reporting that I was not getting much results from the program, Shannon did suspect and mention to me that he thought that maybe some fears were blocking me from executing...
As I was thinking back of this first success on its 1 year anniversary, I did recall one detail that possibly scare the shit out of me of executing...
All I wanted was a casual sex partner... She ended up deeply in love and was even secretly fantasizing about getting pregnant from me... (She was 35-36. So at that age, her biological clock is screaming very loudly...)
And this unexpected outcome... did scare me....
Not only that but 3-4 weeks after our final encounter, she told me to get tested for STD because a week before our last meeting, she did sleep with some other dude that got diagnosed with a gonorea...
All my tests have been negative but that too did make me freak out a little bit...
So basically, I am now 2 weeks off from DMSI and as I wrote elsewhere, some of the program effects start to wear off. This is not a bad thing as it allows me to rediscover the positive effect of DMSI that was now taken for granted.
Nothing major but I did notice a small drop in self-confidence.
Also, I did onboard the DMSI wagon exactly 1 year ago and immediately after the start of the program, I did experience very quickly a major success. In less than a week of listening, I have meet a woman that I have totally swept away and would become a passionate sex partner for few months.
On few occassions, when I was reporting that I was not getting much results from the program, Shannon did suspect and mention to me that he thought that maybe some fears were blocking me from executing...
As I was thinking back of this first success on its 1 year anniversary, I did recall one detail that possibly scare the shit out of me of executing...
All I wanted was a casual sex partner... She ended up deeply in love and was even secretly fantasizing about getting pregnant from me... (She was 35-36. So at that age, her biological clock is screaming very loudly...)
And this unexpected outcome... did scare me....
Not only that but 3-4 weeks after our final encounter, she told me to get tested for STD because a week before our last meeting, she did sleep with some other dude that got diagnosed with a gonorea...
All my tests have been negative but that too did make me freak out a little bit...
