Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Have at ye]

@kalmah0804 I think were past the testing of 3.2 that shannon needed for 3.3. Why dont you return to the one that worked for you? It seems logical to me atleast that people should be using the one that works for them and then maybe try out new released for a bit to see if its better?

and ahem... get a gun.

Lmao, my roommates and I have been having that discussion (regarding the gun)... never thought I'd ever be in a situation like this.

Also, Shannon made it impossible to go back to older versions, and I don't have access to the drive I had initially saved 3.01 on, so its pretty much entirely unavailable to me. I'd rather run SM or WM, both of which I've had stronger, better, and quicker results with, both in terms of internal growth and external manifestations--but I'd obviously love for DMSI to completely heal and grow me--it just hasn't happened for me yet in all of the latest versions. In fact, it generally tends to completely break me down, leave me with a horrible amount of mental stress/psychic damage, and wreak havoc across the entire spectrum of my life.

IIRC, Shannon advised you to take a prolonged break from all subliminal programming of any kind whatsoever, to let your mind calm down and settle - this could possibly help with all the chaos. Did you take that break?