(07-01-2018, 07:15 PM)JCasterlin Wrote: I've been using MLS 3.0 for the last few days & it's been a weird but very cool experience so far
Ok, you are doing exactly the same thing that I did a while ago, so I am going to be frank with you, because I hope that it will help my message to through to you.
You are getting solid advice from two guys here above. One guy who have spent decades at understanding how human being work, and one guy who have spent years seeing members come and go, develop, not develop, and all kind of endings, because it's his work to read stories of other members. But you don't listen. You still believe that you can somehow get this "magic fix" of a program that will all of a sudden heal you. But I am sorry to be the one to break it for you, that will never happen. That feeling you are fleeing from, whatever it is, will not disappear until you deal with it - head on. There is not escape. Sorry. You need to face yourself to find yourself. When you do this, you will gradually earn some sense of control of yourself and your environment, but until you do this, you will just jump between different solutions without finding what you are actually looking for.
So - face the music and stop running. Take a deep breath and start your journey. Face the hard reality, whatever it is. YOU need to face it, and you have to face it alone. It will suck, but it will get better. But it will never get better if you don't face it. And for your own sake, stop switching subliminals.
E2 is what you need, and more to it. But in some way I know that me telling you that, or even Shannon telling you that won't change your mind. Because you are not doing decisions on a rational manner, as they are based on a illusion that you will find the "quick fix" (proven by your switching) rather than a solid decision made on your own gut feeling, combined with advice from people who have been in your situation before.
