07-02-2018, 06:28 AM
I stick with A for the next round. Before the last run, I ran B and the last few days on B resulted in relapse pmo.
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Today is break. Productivity is high. Again uograding insta and getting more and more "lets connect" messages. Im having strong rage bubbling up against E. The woman thats total unstable, praising herself on her craziness and expecting people to sooth her emotions. Fuck her. Can see it clash as Im getting more and more clear in my skills, obsession, IDGAF attitude, grind and vision. It doesnt click. One is 9/5 ( which Im not fully discarding ) my vision is lifestyle orientated. Very wide and many interest fields.
Garyvee clicks strongly with my lifestyle and outlook and im getting raw to the bone, stripping away all fluff.
This break also makes me aware of things that are "held back" h/c goes so fast its hard to even grasp, like tryimg to catch fish with your bare hands.
Anyways, each little thing alomg the way, if devoted and put on paper can be marketed. There is definitely a crowd for it all. Im.not doing it for the likes, but the grind is great. Each obstacle met with a flip to conquer.
Decision making is strong. Devoting. Im getting more and more harsh on my time. Tho patience is a thing, time is well spend. My life is my own, not to waste away for some crap like that of E. Can see myself getting to an ultimatum and telling her that im no longer going to waste my time and that it aint a democracy. Balls to the wall.
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Today is break. Productivity is high. Again uograding insta and getting more and more "lets connect" messages. Im having strong rage bubbling up against E. The woman thats total unstable, praising herself on her craziness and expecting people to sooth her emotions. Fuck her. Can see it clash as Im getting more and more clear in my skills, obsession, IDGAF attitude, grind and vision. It doesnt click. One is 9/5 ( which Im not fully discarding ) my vision is lifestyle orientated. Very wide and many interest fields.
Garyvee clicks strongly with my lifestyle and outlook and im getting raw to the bone, stripping away all fluff.
This break also makes me aware of things that are "held back" h/c goes so fast its hard to even grasp, like tryimg to catch fish with your bare hands.
Anyways, each little thing alomg the way, if devoted and put on paper can be marketed. There is definitely a crowd for it all. Im.not doing it for the likes, but the grind is great. Each obstacle met with a flip to conquer.
Decision making is strong. Devoting. Im getting more and more harsh on my time. Tho patience is a thing, time is well spend. My life is my own, not to waste away for some crap like that of E. Can see myself getting to an ultimatum and telling her that im no longer going to waste my time and that it aint a democracy. Balls to the wall.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
