07-01-2018, 10:48 PM
Day 101:
Spent the day with the woman from the massage place. We went to a number of different stores in the city and she would always pretend to reach for something and rub my crotch. She ended up giving me a blowjob when I saw her the next day.
Lately, I've no desire for anything that I usually wanted, but I'm still interested in them, it's a strange feeling. For example, I haven't used my laptop for two weeks other than to work on my book and video games haven't interested me much lately. I had booked flights for Japan, which I've been wanting to do for years, but now I don't seem to care if I never end up going. I find the feeling to be kind of relieving, but at the same time, I don't want to have all my desires stripped away.
Spent the day with the woman from the massage place. We went to a number of different stores in the city and she would always pretend to reach for something and rub my crotch. She ended up giving me a blowjob when I saw her the next day.
Lately, I've no desire for anything that I usually wanted, but I'm still interested in them, it's a strange feeling. For example, I haven't used my laptop for two weeks other than to work on my book and video games haven't interested me much lately. I had booked flights for Japan, which I've been wanting to do for years, but now I don't seem to care if I never end up going. I find the feeling to be kind of relieving, but at the same time, I don't want to have all my desires stripped away.
