DMSi 3.2 sexland

[findingme]

Whatever it is, h/c demands all. Sex is almost non existant in my priority.

I can definitely relate. I have an sexual awareness a lot on "A", but it's not my priority in any way. And I, too, can not accurately put it clearly in words. It's so real inside, but talking or writing about it is nothing near the experience. And yes, it can be isolating. The "big" things to me, when shared, sound so trivial or not important. However, it touches me, and I'm liking the changes.

I'll be starting back on B tomorrow. Two different worlds entirely. One focuses on affecting me and my connection to others, and the other focuses on just "gettin' it done", whatever that is. I was married 10 years, but I feel like a relational newb today. I'm glad "getting it done" is in the script, as I'd avoid without it