DMSI 3.2 it's official

[Raz]

Fear is like a flag for me that makes me avoid whatever I've been exposed to.

Just yesterday I was thinking that it's possible that I've trained myself to recognize the feeling of fear and then quickly go into some sort of releasing or monitoring or avoidance mode with respect to it, and that it's holding me back quite a lot. Because I think where there's fear, there's also a drive (motivation) to do that thing that is also scary. I don't know if that'd be a parallel thing or if it's a sequence, but I think the fear can get all the attention and then the more subtle drive gets overlooked and disposed of with the releasing or avoidance. So I'm trying to tale fear as a sign that I want to go that way.

I think you are on to something here. I can relate but wasn't able to put it into words until now.