06-26-2018, 12:27 PM
You spoke honestly.
DMSI is stirring my old resentments with men and brother-type figures. I was an a**hole in blowing you off, being honest. I've just been more angry at males recently. DMSI is healing stuff I've been very much afraid of, for my whole foundation sits on it. It's a childhood dependency I've used my whole life, keeping me "surviving". It's the internal "truth" that everyone else except me has the right answers.
DMSI won't heal me, I do, but I'm accepting its instructions since my s*** has been stinking my life up for a while. At the root, I'll have to let it go. As much as it's held onto me, I've held onto it. So I'm taking DMSI like a daily medicine. Scary and exciting both, but worth it.
DMSI is stirring my old resentments with men and brother-type figures. I was an a**hole in blowing you off, being honest. I've just been more angry at males recently. DMSI is healing stuff I've been very much afraid of, for my whole foundation sits on it. It's a childhood dependency I've used my whole life, keeping me "surviving". It's the internal "truth" that everyone else except me has the right answers.
DMSI won't heal me, I do, but I'm accepting its instructions since my s*** has been stinking my life up for a while. At the root, I'll have to let it go. As much as it's held onto me, I've held onto it. So I'm taking DMSI like a daily medicine. Scary and exciting both, but worth it.
I want to be FREE!
