06-24-2018, 05:52 PM
Thanks Ruffian! I'll be looking into that more. A while back I researched magnesium supplementation but never went through with it.
You know, I've been doing some more thinking and my outlook on life is really negative. Sure there are some bad people in this world, but I can't let them ruin it for everyone else. Life to me has always been pain and struggle. Whenever positive things happen I always counter with some negative. Whenever I see uplifting possibilities I fill my head with what could possibly go wrong and how it can all fall apart. For some reason the negatives of this world seem more "real" to me. It's like it's not balanced in my head. The negative stuff hits me hard and the positive stuff doesn't seem to be as uplifting as it should be. I think I have to start practicing gratitude again and acknowledge all the great things and people in my life.
It sounds crazy but I fear good things happening in my life. Why? I don't really know. All I can think of is the fact that throughout my life I've experienced a lot of disappointment. Sometimes it's easier to stay with the crap you know vs getting your hopes up and being crushed. But I know this isn't right, I need to embrace all that life has to offer and stop being afraid of being happy.
You know, I've been doing some more thinking and my outlook on life is really negative. Sure there are some bad people in this world, but I can't let them ruin it for everyone else. Life to me has always been pain and struggle. Whenever positive things happen I always counter with some negative. Whenever I see uplifting possibilities I fill my head with what could possibly go wrong and how it can all fall apart. For some reason the negatives of this world seem more "real" to me. It's like it's not balanced in my head. The negative stuff hits me hard and the positive stuff doesn't seem to be as uplifting as it should be. I think I have to start practicing gratitude again and acknowledge all the great things and people in my life.
It sounds crazy but I fear good things happening in my life. Why? I don't really know. All I can think of is the fact that throughout my life I've experienced a lot of disappointment. Sometimes it's easier to stay with the crap you know vs getting your hopes up and being crushed. But I know this isn't right, I need to embrace all that life has to offer and stop being afraid of being happy.
INFP
