Going through a healing phase right now, like a root is being disrooted. Totally life changing at this point, like being flipped inside out.
Simultaneously, im more and more becoming animalistic, like a prowling wolf. ( not a goddamn furry ) Leaning into tribalism, having a seething hunger. in my mind im associating with the wolf, and opening up the gates, like with AM6 stage 1. Was revisting some am6 journals and almost wept because of the memories. some real shits going on under the hood. one fo those journals was of an member by the name Alphamind. his attitude, writing about blood and such is something that is dominant now here.
Im almost inhuman in vision and will not comprimise, im like a raging bull, a wolf, an predator, someone who snaps on a whim. its like inward tribalism fuelled with an disdain towards worldly happenings politically wise here in europe. it sets me off.
Im no longer allowing myself to be defanged. as im growing more, h/c more, and grow more fearless and animalistic, in drive, im more disruptive and polarizing. im having an seething frustration and anger towards being ghosted by women, tho, at the same time, the attraction and abundant flow of people is going and going.
manifestation works. its damn clear.
Also, the habit of filtering is off. take it or fucking leave it, idgaf anuymore, and am making some drastic changes in my life,. time to alpha the fuck up.
Im getting at the core of myself, and its way easy to shed matrixes and see through them.
Im aware of how I was not fully commited because I was still attached to crap and bs. Duke.togo has written about reckless abandonment before, and im agreeing with him. its like cutting the final chains.
Like I said, agression is coming back, an take it or leave it, along with an huge IDGAF and healing expressing itserlf in hatred, makes me get in touch with blood. my essence, my core.
There is lots of anger underneath and vindication thats surfacing. like, almost bordering agressive sadism at this point. this is pure expression,
Also my enterpreneurial drive is coming back with a vengeance and all thats in the way is left in ashes. Im no lomger compromising. Im rather on my own level and people should be on this and if not, sucks to be them but I aint playing your games.
Heck, even going out alone and being the life of the party is where its at. Being the cause. Im considering going alone to an festival this year. Idgaf at all any longer. People gravitate anyways to my status, to my vibe, my blood, my kin, my passion. Its like an unfolding.
Tonight will run A again on high loops.
My intention setting is solid. As there are some festivals this year, this stuff will happen, no matter the circumstances. Im set for succes. Im really eager for going alone. also, sticking to social circles can be an fear response. Im more clear and relentless in that, that Im wanting to have stuff line up for me. there is an massive abundance of people out there, those that do will line up with you. I attract what I am, and as I am growing, so will my quality of attraction. I will not put up any longer with perople not bringing value to the table. I refuse to hold myself back through fear.
Simultaneously, im more and more becoming animalistic, like a prowling wolf. ( not a goddamn furry ) Leaning into tribalism, having a seething hunger. in my mind im associating with the wolf, and opening up the gates, like with AM6 stage 1. Was revisting some am6 journals and almost wept because of the memories. some real shits going on under the hood. one fo those journals was of an member by the name Alphamind. his attitude, writing about blood and such is something that is dominant now here.
Im almost inhuman in vision and will not comprimise, im like a raging bull, a wolf, an predator, someone who snaps on a whim. its like inward tribalism fuelled with an disdain towards worldly happenings politically wise here in europe. it sets me off.
Im no longer allowing myself to be defanged. as im growing more, h/c more, and grow more fearless and animalistic, in drive, im more disruptive and polarizing. im having an seething frustration and anger towards being ghosted by women, tho, at the same time, the attraction and abundant flow of people is going and going.
manifestation works. its damn clear.
Also, the habit of filtering is off. take it or fucking leave it, idgaf anuymore, and am making some drastic changes in my life,. time to alpha the fuck up.
Im getting at the core of myself, and its way easy to shed matrixes and see through them.
Im aware of how I was not fully commited because I was still attached to crap and bs. Duke.togo has written about reckless abandonment before, and im agreeing with him. its like cutting the final chains.
Like I said, agression is coming back, an take it or leave it, along with an huge IDGAF and healing expressing itserlf in hatred, makes me get in touch with blood. my essence, my core.
There is lots of anger underneath and vindication thats surfacing. like, almost bordering agressive sadism at this point. this is pure expression,
Also my enterpreneurial drive is coming back with a vengeance and all thats in the way is left in ashes. Im no lomger compromising. Im rather on my own level and people should be on this and if not, sucks to be them but I aint playing your games.
Heck, even going out alone and being the life of the party is where its at. Being the cause. Im considering going alone to an festival this year. Idgaf at all any longer. People gravitate anyways to my status, to my vibe, my blood, my kin, my passion. Its like an unfolding.
Tonight will run A again on high loops.
My intention setting is solid. As there are some festivals this year, this stuff will happen, no matter the circumstances. Im set for succes. Im really eager for going alone. also, sticking to social circles can be an fear response. Im more clear and relentless in that, that Im wanting to have stuff line up for me. there is an massive abundance of people out there, those that do will line up with you. I attract what I am, and as I am growing, so will my quality of attraction. I will not put up any longer with perople not bringing value to the table. I refuse to hold myself back through fear.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
