06-23-2018, 06:42 AM
I am looking forward to start an Online Business . Right now I am just learning stuff related to marketing. I mean I am not doing it an incredible speed but kinda slow. As my brain gets really tired quickly and this stops me from focusing and processing.. All thanks to depression and shit..
I told my Homeopathic Doctor about my depression problem and fucked up cognitive function. So I am gonna start fixing my brain soon with meds and stuff soon.
He gave me advice to visualize my goals and stuff every morning. I think its working cause next day or few hours later I feel like working 9n my business stuff.
I am doing one loop of "A" as two makes me unmotivated and sleepy/tired.
I can say for sure that my emotional state is much much better after being on DMSI this long. I think emotionally I am good. But mentally.. I still need to work on it.
Fapping as usual but no porn. Infact I just accidentally come across some nude pic but it's not stimulating but still Idk why I fap after that... It's like on "A" I don't even feel like fapping yet I do.. On "B" I gain some level of willingness to not fap. But still can't go more than few days..
I just hope that things get better.
I told my Homeopathic Doctor about my depression problem and fucked up cognitive function. So I am gonna start fixing my brain soon with meds and stuff soon.
He gave me advice to visualize my goals and stuff every morning. I think its working cause next day or few hours later I feel like working 9n my business stuff.
I am doing one loop of "A" as two makes me unmotivated and sleepy/tired.
I can say for sure that my emotional state is much much better after being on DMSI this long. I think emotionally I am good. But mentally.. I still need to work on it.
Fapping as usual but no porn. Infact I just accidentally come across some nude pic but it's not stimulating but still Idk why I fap after that... It's like on "A" I don't even feel like fapping yet I do.. On "B" I gain some level of willingness to not fap. But still can't go more than few days..
I just hope that things get better.