Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

I have something very weird to report. Recently I got together with a girl which was a date turned **** session. Not very attractive by my standards, but not bad at all. Soon after, I started to notice a pattern. The girl I slept with said she is not available for next 15 days as her family is visiting.
Just a day before that, a tinder match that I connected well with said she cannot meet me for next 2 weeks as she is flying out to another country.
Another girl that I am speaking with is also going away for two weeks, so we can't have our first date right away.
By themselves, I would not think much about the 2-week gap. But when it happens with three different girls at almost the same time at different levels of involvement, I feel like it is a pattern.
Plus is it is co-incidence our ASRB is also 2 weeks for side B?
What is happening?
Any insights?

Interesting coincidence... are you planning to switch to A side after the secondary ASRB, by any chance?

I had not thought of that until you brought it up. On my last run of the A side, I did not see or feel any external or internal changes. So I was planning to stick to B which actually gives me some results.

Shannon, do you suggest I do a round of A with a higher loop count?
My last run was a month ago and I had stuck to 2 loops max per day that time.
Tomorrow is my day off, again, co incidentally.

I was thinking this may have been a way of avoiding anything happening until you made a chance desired by the subconscious (switching to A, perhaps). If that was not your plan, then my theory would make more sense as a response to B side working so well that it scared your subconscious.

You may be in the tide now, my friend. "The Tide" is where the subconscious executes, then gets scared, then executes again, then gets scared, and over time becomes comfortable with executing. The execution tends to happen more and more frequently each time it happens with less and less hiding in between. If you are in the tide, it's just a matter of time. I would keep going the way you are.

Higher loops might help also, but that's your choice to make.