Okay Since 7th of June. I am pretty much resisting and I jump to MLS-5.5G for 5 Days then Again on DMSI then again MLS-5.5G and then again DMSI.
I have been on DMSI for 3 months and I haven't noticed much anything externally but I have noticed that that I am much more comfortable internally...
The main thing I noticed that I don't have interest in porn anymore. I mean I hardly search for it anymore. Still not sure if I have a porn free mindset or not but pretty sure the desire to even search for it isn't there..
Second thing I noticed that I went 15 days without Fapping and that was an achievement for me. After that I went 5 days and after that I have been confused or resisting subs and jumping between MLS-5.5G and DMSI like a monkey..
Infact I did use MLS-5.5G I was on 5 days on NoFap but after fapping.. I can hardly concentrate on my study material. So Even MLS-5.5G can't do anything of fapping is what numbs my mind..
I am gonna be honest.. The Only reason I choose DMSI is because of "Wall" and Healing Modules..
But it's hard to stick to it when ur own minds starts messing with ur commitment.
So I am gonna start again.
ION.. I went to a random chatroom and 19 yo was all over me and some started sexting.. As if they could sense.
I have been on DMSI for 3 months and I haven't noticed much anything externally but I have noticed that that I am much more comfortable internally...
The main thing I noticed that I don't have interest in porn anymore. I mean I hardly search for it anymore. Still not sure if I have a porn free mindset or not but pretty sure the desire to even search for it isn't there..
Second thing I noticed that I went 15 days without Fapping and that was an achievement for me. After that I went 5 days and after that I have been confused or resisting subs and jumping between MLS-5.5G and DMSI like a monkey..
Infact I did use MLS-5.5G I was on 5 days on NoFap but after fapping.. I can hardly concentrate on my study material. So Even MLS-5.5G can't do anything of fapping is what numbs my mind..
I am gonna be honest.. The Only reason I choose DMSI is because of "Wall" and Healing Modules..
But it's hard to stick to it when ur own minds starts messing with ur commitment.
So I am gonna start again.
ION.. I went to a random chatroom and 19 yo was all over me and some started sexting.. As if they could sense.
