06-18-2018, 10:19 AM
(06-17-2018, 04:06 AM)Frosted Wrote: Honestly I like the long time listening. It's not a hassle for me I'd have to set up a play list for loops and everything it would be annoying.
Good progress wharrgarbl it seems to be working. Prepare to be crushed by stage 3 (:<.
Thank you, as for being crushed I'm taking some pre-emptive measures to prevent any kind of deep crushing.
The few days I've been on stage 2 I have come to a realization that I have the ability to allow my subconscious to sustain my current belief system, or to change it.
I'm not sure if it's convincing my subC to work with my conscious or if the conscious has the ability to steer the subC. In any case I'm starting to pull myself out of some of the ruts I've been in for the last 7 years. The best example is I'm changing how much tension I'm allowing to store in my body. Since reading blue truth I have realized that I'm not as open to the present moment and have been stuck in some belief and thought loops. This lack of openness combined with some toxic beliefs has caused me to retain a lot of stress in my body as well as locking myself out from the possibility to change. This also explains why I would see change from subs for a few weeks and then mostly revert back to my old patterns. I think embracing the now moment and all the feelings that come with it, which are more than just emotions, is actually the way to change. Especially when you are on subs.
This is just my opinion, but I believe that in order to change your reality, one must FEEL the change before it fully manifests. And by feel, I don't mean just emotionally although that is part of it. There are so many more feelings than just emotions, intuition, for example, is probably more akin to a feeling rather than a thought. In my opinion, we are all feeling all the time and words are just a convenient way to form our experience of life and convey it. If true, words are also a way to "back-track" and stimulate or arouse an experience in us if we have the suitable internal references to the words we are using to draw on and create an experience internally. If no such reference exists than it's quite likely that one must "explain around" and evoke proper parable like references to be able to reach an understanding with yourself or another individual. Since we are all having such a unique life experience sometimes the only way to explain it well is to either convey it in a way that is similar to another in order to come to an understanding or use the minds natural ability to create mental images and thereby evoke a feeling internally. Which leads me back to my point that it's quite possible that any attempt to change your reality must come from a place of experiencing a now moment and all the feelings, emotions and otherwise, in the present before any lasting change can occur. Thinks of words someone said, good or bad, that still drive you today. Those words actually carried a deeper feeling that someone was conveying to you and it caused you to shape yourself around that feeling because you were open enough to let it mold you. Now this feeling someone had about you was quite possibly their interpretation of you or they were intentional about seeing a trait in you either good or bad and that evoked a response from your heart, which is the deepest part of your being according to the ancient Greek language, which, is likely the seat of your creative ability as a human. Those feelings caused you to internalize a belief and accept it as true about yourself.
What does that have to do with anything?
It means that in order to change beliefs about yourself you must be open enough to accept new input and change the creative energetic flow to create a new internal structure to evoke a change in your reality. This requires a ceasing of living in the past and following its belief structures and being open to embracing new ones.
This is where I am currently. I have become self-aware enough to begin to recognize my beliefs are driving me and to recognize how they do so, and through free will and conscious choice I am redirecting my creative energies and being open to and embracing a new way of life in the present rather than just blindly following the past belief patterns without question.
To think that stage 2 assisted and gave me the confidence to believe that I have a choice in the matter and my subC is not locked off as it use to feel but I can choose what to keep and what to change is life changing. I think in the near future I will be the very defenintion of a "self made" man internally.
Thanks Shannon for making AM.
