06-13-2018, 05:34 AM
@Shannon: I've stopped SE a few days ago and decided to let my brain rest as I've really no desire to run anything. Running a sub just for the sake of running it seems counter-productive to me.
But then I have had interesting, or rather "weird" stuff happens lately.
The first thing is that I keep seeing girls or women fall before me. Mostly at stairs. Today that was the 4th time.
Curious hun ?
Then, yesterday I had two dreams. One at nap time and the other later that night.
The first one is very disturbing and it involved me having a sexual interaction with a...young girl. And by "young" I really mean young. You see where I'm coming. The disturbing part is that when I woke up I haven't felt ashamed or repulsed or anything.... :|
(I hope I won't get in trouble...)
The second dream was also involving a sexual interaction but with a male friend of mine. In the dream he asked me to go down on him but I refused and felt disgusted. When I woke up I felt very relieved because my whole life I've felt slightly bi-curious, the type "I wouldn't mind if he's clean - maybe" type of interest. But now after that dream that thing is totally cleared and I feel utterly repulsed by the thought of having something naughty with a male.
SE might be a good sub for personal introspection. After all, old memories resurfacing and now these dreams and omens...But the hardest part is to find out what they mean.
This run is dramatically different from the one I had in January. There is nothing alike in the results.
Overall 5.5G has always triggered strange stuff happening to me.
But then I have had interesting, or rather "weird" stuff happens lately.
The first thing is that I keep seeing girls or women fall before me. Mostly at stairs. Today that was the 4th time.
Curious hun ?
Then, yesterday I had two dreams. One at nap time and the other later that night.
The first one is very disturbing and it involved me having a sexual interaction with a...young girl. And by "young" I really mean young. You see where I'm coming. The disturbing part is that when I woke up I haven't felt ashamed or repulsed or anything.... :|
(I hope I won't get in trouble...)
The second dream was also involving a sexual interaction but with a male friend of mine. In the dream he asked me to go down on him but I refused and felt disgusted. When I woke up I felt very relieved because my whole life I've felt slightly bi-curious, the type "I wouldn't mind if he's clean - maybe" type of interest. But now after that dream that thing is totally cleared and I feel utterly repulsed by the thought of having something naughty with a male.
SE might be a good sub for personal introspection. After all, old memories resurfacing and now these dreams and omens...But the hardest part is to find out what they mean.
This run is dramatically different from the one I had in January. There is nothing alike in the results.
Overall 5.5G has always triggered strange stuff happening to me.
