Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

@Shannon I started DMSI A two weeks ago. My intention is to use it for emotional healing. The last few days I had second thoughts of continuing with it or switching to E2 5.5G. The reason is that DMSI focuses on emotional healing that relates to its goal.

Yesterday (still on DMSI A) I saw a dream in which an earthquake was taking place but I was not afraid at all. I was traumatized by an earthquake experience in the past. In my dream I was confused why I was not afraid or feeling any fear at all. I was talking to myself about that asking him why aren't you afraid right now?, and I replied to myself: well, I am not afraid of earthquakes anymore.

In the morning when I recalled the dream I did indeed felt like I don't have fear about earthquakes anymore in the way I did in the past. Just the logical fear that anyone would have to protect himself from collapsing buildings, etc. Then I thought about what happened and I was confused on how is it possible this healing experience can relate to DMSI's goal.

One of the things that I have trouble with right now is fear of being in an airplane flight. Again something happened in the past, I worked it with several coaches without any success. It just gets worse every time.

Now my question doesn't make a lot of sense as you (probably) cannot predict future. However, I thought of asking. What is the chance of continuing with DMSI A and for it to heal this phobia? My thinking says 0% as it has nothing to do with the DMSI's goal but yet again neither the earthquake trauma...
And then going further, is it a better decision to just change to E2 5.5G and patiently wait for the healing as E2 covers 100% of emotional healing?

Well the design goal of A is to heal and clear. It aims to heal and clear whatever stands in the way of achieving the goals of the program, and sometimes there are underlying associations we cannot consciously see, which mean that something may heal and be cleared that was totally unexpected, or seems to have no association from a conscious point of view. I can't see those associations, so I can't say.

I would personally do E2 if you want healing and clearing, since DMSI is definitely not focused on that as a primary goal, and the H&C is directed at the goals of DMSI.