06-04-2018, 11:11 AM
I'm heading towards seemingly major changes, and I easily credit DMSI with this.
First off, I've made major moves forward in my YT ads creation, as I'm having a script built, and will hire a video creator as soon as I have it in hand. I know these ads grab attention, and once I put it in front of people searching for education or tools for targeted areas, it'll grab attention. And tbh, it's been a comfortable (and uncomfortable) norm NOT expecting success. Seriously, hiding from success in life kept me free from challenges, change, and new experiences.
Something in DMSI is persuading me to grow, to change. And, in fact, I'm writing knowing I'll be restarting A (tomorrow I think), and I expect it to start digging into my restraints. I expect to cry again. Being honest, I've had no tears at all on B, and crying connects me to me. A sad connection, but still a connection.
A coworker texted me about not coming in today. He said I can't earn money by staying at home. I've not achieved it yet, but I imagined me replying "I disagree :-)".
I'm writing since I get in my own way. Only I do. If I stay with my company, I play by their rules and games. They also severely limit growth, witnessed by many very competent people coming and going since........I don't know why. I am afraid of something there; I'll let it come up in time, but I know it's mostly due to fears of giving myself over and being hurt. Lots of proud promises there, but little action on their side. I'm blaming them, so I'll stop. I need to.
But I did take a lot of action on moving this forward. I've been in training videos today a good bit. Trying to work on things I can change.
First off, I've made major moves forward in my YT ads creation, as I'm having a script built, and will hire a video creator as soon as I have it in hand. I know these ads grab attention, and once I put it in front of people searching for education or tools for targeted areas, it'll grab attention. And tbh, it's been a comfortable (and uncomfortable) norm NOT expecting success. Seriously, hiding from success in life kept me free from challenges, change, and new experiences.
Something in DMSI is persuading me to grow, to change. And, in fact, I'm writing knowing I'll be restarting A (tomorrow I think), and I expect it to start digging into my restraints. I expect to cry again. Being honest, I've had no tears at all on B, and crying connects me to me. A sad connection, but still a connection.
A coworker texted me about not coming in today. He said I can't earn money by staying at home. I've not achieved it yet, but I imagined me replying "I disagree :-)".
I'm writing since I get in my own way. Only I do. If I stay with my company, I play by their rules and games. They also severely limit growth, witnessed by many very competent people coming and going since........I don't know why. I am afraid of something there; I'll let it come up in time, but I know it's mostly due to fears of giving myself over and being hurt. Lots of proud promises there, but little action on their side. I'm blaming them, so I'll stop. I need to.
But I did take a lot of action on moving this forward. I've been in training videos today a good bit. Trying to work on things I can change.
I want to be FREE!
