Quote:Hey guys! I switched from 3.2B to A three weeks ago. Ran B from release. Haven’t noticed any external results on A as of yet. (Didn’t notice much on B either)
I am however having some pretty messed up dreams on A, compared to hardly any dreams on B. Nothing on B but now on A I’m feeling depressed and kind of worthless. Like a failure, mostly careerwize. (Not fishing for sympathy here, just painting a picture)
Also, I have been missing my ex gf something fierce for the last two weeks. I didn’t hardly think about her for months after the breakup, but now I do it quite often. Thinking about what I did wrong, how special she was and about getting back together with her and such (though deep down I know she wasn’t that special and that it would be a terrible idea to get back with her).
What do you guys think, is this part of the healing or is this me resisting A? Has any of this stuff happened to any of you?
That's definately a sign of healing happening. Your mind helps sort out the changes through dreams. I had a few fear based dreams where i'd wake up sweating or fearful, I learnt to just allow myself to stay with it. And noticed usually when it happens something has shifted.
Sounds like it's doing some healing around your ex too, when that's happening it becomes more obvious in the front of your mind, old memories connected might come up and such.
Quote:5 days into 7 loops of DMSI version A the IDGAF attitude I think is kicking in. Not observed any external results yet.
That's a good start, good things can start with a IDGAF attitude.
