06-01-2018, 11:21 AM
(06-01-2018, 09:05 AM)Jake2015 Wrote:(06-01-2018, 07:53 AM)Zane Wrote: Its good to see that you are taking steps to overcome ur procrastination habits.
I still have hard time doing stuff and I even procrastinate on little stuff. Its as if my mind starts feeling frustrated.
For example today my mom ask me to order something. Now there were two ways to make payment. Bank Transfer and Second was with Credit card. If I payed with credit card then I would have to pay $2 extra.
At first I did the bank transfer and then an email came to me with all the details to the bank. I just found it to much complicated and was kinda frustrated. Its was like my mind didnt want to do that . Consciously I wanted to but the subc frustration was so High..So I cancelled the order and then payed with Credit card again because it was just a 1-2 click process.
I also have to open a bank account but for last 6 months I have been postponing..
Tbh I and really confused right now as what is it that is not allowing me to take action. I just get frustrated thinking about doing something complicated. As if I dont have that much mental stamina...I really ***** my brain good in past 10 years.
tbh ive taken zero steps, im regressing or staying where I am. I will try to read and follow the course but with exams here im so lost and stuck.
yes im same I dont do anything unless its going out, watching tv etc - easy good stuff. its as if my subC hates hard work, stress etc
WOW thats just what I mean that level of frustration for me too.
yeah 6months is how it is for me in many ways too bro, thats why I have been hoping that somewhere down the line the subs kick in and help me.
I think whatever it is thats holding you and me back will continue to unless these subs clear them. These subs claim to be the best on the market so im still waiting and hoping that they kick into gear but im a believer a little more cos im not fapping which is ironic since nothing is physically stopping me from fapping - its all in the mind and the mind is so weak and powerful is crazy!!!
Without getting into religion it does make me wonder that if the mind is this powerful then what hope do we have for any form of salvation and peace haha
These subs have become a part of my life. Just like eating and sleeping. So that's why I don't think of them much. Still I always look forward how it's changing me slowly and how I am accepting those changes.....It's not like I am gonna keeping using forever. As soon as I fix my emotional and mental state to a degree.. I am gonna go for a "Sub-Vacation"
Sometimes I think it's not about subs going deeper or getting better. But spending more time on a sub... Or Maybe it's both..
I do look forward to 3.3 but I still think we havnt used 3.2 long enough to see its effect. I would say minimum 6 months usage should be enough.
