06-01-2018, 07:57 AM
(06-01-2018, 07:49 AM)Gotcha Wrote: Hey guys! I switched from 3.2B to A three weeks ago. Ran B from release. Haven’t noticed any external results on A as of yet. (Didn’t notice much on B either)
I am however having some pretty messed up dreams on A, compared to hardly any dreams on B. Nothing on B but now on A I’m feeling depressed and kind of worthless. Like a failure, mostly careerwize. (Not fishing for sympathy here, just painting a picture)
Also, I have been missing my ex gf something fierce for the last two weeks. I didn’t hardly think about her for months after the breakup, but now I do it quite often. Thinking about what I did wrong, how special she was and about getting back together with her and such (though deep down I know she wasn’t that special and that it would be a terrible idea to get back with her).
What do you guys think, is this part of the healing or is this me resisting A? Has any of this stuff happened to any of you?
I was feeling shitty on "A" most of the time and that is a clear sign that HC is happening,atleast for me. But when I jumped to "B" things got a little better than "A"...
How Many Loops r u doing?