05-31-2018, 03:45 AM
Going through another rough patch. I have to say that there's a lot of unresolved emotions. One thing I've consistently struggled with is to not be "negative". But this has caused me to suppress a lot and as a consequence it had more control over me. Right now I feel really beat down, uninspired, lost, hopeless. I'm doing my best to give myself a healing compassionate space vs criticizing myself for my inability to just switch on positivity and happiness. I know this is necessary to go through all this and pull these issues out at the roots. Otherwise I'll keep trying to keep up the impression of being perfectly fine for the sake of what others think.
INFP
