DMSI-3.2A

[Jake2015]

hey bro

Like Thor said, i am also enjoying your journal and theyre very well written so keep it going.

Also how many loops of B are you doing?

I may only be able to do 1 loop in my whole day, as it will make me a hermit and antisocial as well as not enabling me to listen to music or watch tv etc - so during any listening I have to do boring stuff or just sit and listen which is a dilema.

Also your bro, yeah hes like me lol I fall into love fast and I am open to love anyone and believe in the ONE though I know there is not really such a thing any more.

Also hows the fast going, is the lack of nutrition causing your experience on 3.2 to change at all?

Finally I saw a trend in your journal. You play a sub, it doesnt work, you get down about it, you feel lost and hopeless then after 2-3 days it may start working, and you jump to euphoria and amazed at how well it is working etc.

I think I used to be like this and still am to some degree. This also correlates with what you said about your bro not knowing he is listening to DMSI and yet being exposed to it may be the cause of what you notice in him as being healthy changes so ill explain...

I feel because you and I know we are listening to a sub, and the sub is DMSI then we are more aware and alert and eager for change to happen. This causes us to have the highs when something may be happening and the lows when we feel days have gone by and nothing has happened.

We know subs are there to be played and forgotten about which is difficult with these subs unless you play the US sub at night, otherwise playing and letting go isnt easy.

I came to these subs in the hope that the US would be the saviour to all my problems and as you know it hasnt and wasnt and probably wont ever be therefore I decided to move to hybrid and forgo any illusion of playing the subs at night. I had even bought $200+ speakers shipped over to europe from the US just for these subs.

All this pressure and expectation MUST be derailing us all im sure of it.

Its not easy for us to play subs and forget about it either when we are on here always reading journals and also sharing our insights, it keeps it at the forefront of our minds as well as causing us to spend hours here on this site.

In a way we are investing in the site and the subs so much and that keeps us attached.

I suggest that perhaps the best thing for you as someone else had said already, is to stick to A or B, I suggest B and just play it daily.

Dont worry about journalling, and dont worry about missing anything, just try and come back if you want to but we know 3.3 realistically wont ever be released before XMAS so theres no hurry to do anything except play the sub.

What do you think?

and happy Ramadan to you!