I think Im going from wanting girls/sex for the attention/affection to wanting girls/sex for the experience and to discover sexual sides of myself I didn't know before.
I didn't even know that somewhere inside I needed that validation.
DMSI replaced that with the need for experience and discovery.
Bear in mind that I was already a lot less needy than most guys starting off, this subs taking that self awareness to a whole different level.
And when I say experimenting/discovering, I don't only mean the physical. Its giving me the frame that I am experimenting with the physical, emotional, spiritual side of myself through sex.
I didn't even know that somewhere inside I needed that validation.
DMSI replaced that with the need for experience and discovery.
Bear in mind that I was already a lot less needy than most guys starting off, this subs taking that self awareness to a whole different level.
And when I say experimenting/discovering, I don't only mean the physical. Its giving me the frame that I am experimenting with the physical, emotional, spiritual side of myself through sex.
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power
