05-28-2018, 07:11 AM
AM6 Stage 1 Day 7 update - One form of resistance I deal with constantly is fighting myself to take the time run this sub or any other as instructed. Especially one that has anything to do with healing or clearing. On an intellectual level I understand the purpose but I struggle with it so much emotionally. It's so silly because I know how dealing with the trauma & abuse I went through growing up has & continues to impact my adult life. It's that part of me that wonders why I'm not running E2 instead. I'm not going to stop AM6 but I know why I have not run E2. Its because I have yet to let go of my ego. That need to be right or in control is most likely playing a huge part in why I am not progressing at my new job as fast as I would like to. It's all my ego getting in the way.
