05-27-2018, 11:15 PM
Hey Shannon. I'm greatful for this wonderful tape called 'ASC'. Although I'm mad at what's happened lately.
At some point this tape got me so confident, I felt like I could see the matrix. I was awesome, eye contact awesome!, Body language was super dominant and flawless. My speech and tonality were on point. I even got the attractive sales girl practically begging for attention. But that only lasted for about 6 days. I wake up on day 7 thinking I'm still in God mode, until I realize I'm back to the way I was 6 days ago. Not like I'm completely lacking of confidence now, I'm just saying I am currently nothing close to the way I was in those six days. What the heck?. Why did ASC get me there only to take me back later? I'm angry at this. It's been about a week since then, still not back to that mode in spite of my 5hrs minimum a day commitment to listening.
PS. I've been listening to ASC months prior to that '6 days of awesomeness'.
If I keep listening, am I ever gonna get it back?, will it be permanent if I listen long enough?
At some point this tape got me so confident, I felt like I could see the matrix. I was awesome, eye contact awesome!, Body language was super dominant and flawless. My speech and tonality were on point. I even got the attractive sales girl practically begging for attention. But that only lasted for about 6 days. I wake up on day 7 thinking I'm still in God mode, until I realize I'm back to the way I was 6 days ago. Not like I'm completely lacking of confidence now, I'm just saying I am currently nothing close to the way I was in those six days. What the heck?. Why did ASC get me there only to take me back later? I'm angry at this. It's been about a week since then, still not back to that mode in spite of my 5hrs minimum a day commitment to listening.
PS. I've been listening to ASC months prior to that '6 days of awesomeness'.
If I keep listening, am I ever gonna get it back?, will it be permanent if I listen long enough?
