05-27-2018, 10:43 PM
Well, Tbh the is no limit for improving urself. You can keep using subs and keep on improving forever. But in my case I want to reach a threshold.
A point when I am stable/healed(Emotionally physical spiritually) enough that I can leave subs and absolutely focus my 100% attention in achieving goals that I want to. I mean I want to lock myself in a particular reality, a reality which I can fully consciously understand. A reality which a type of people u want.
I came here on IML to fix my mental and emotional issues. I had been suffering from mental issues like MDD, Severe Anxiety OCD, ADHD, Masturbation Addiction, Memory loss, lack of concentration and lack of Motivation.. along with emotional issues like.. emotionally immaturity and being judgemental and beeing a hypocrite and narrow minded etc etc.
In this process I also saw at what area my grandfather and father were weak due to which they faced problem their whole life and the fear of change they had... and I am willing to change those traits also in me and it's working..
So, In short I will be out of here after a reach a certain point. Cause for past 10 years I have lost alot of confidence and trust in myself. Untill I go and do everything on my own(without needing any subs).
A point when I am stable/healed(Emotionally physical spiritually) enough that I can leave subs and absolutely focus my 100% attention in achieving goals that I want to. I mean I want to lock myself in a particular reality, a reality which I can fully consciously understand. A reality which a type of people u want.
I came here on IML to fix my mental and emotional issues. I had been suffering from mental issues like MDD, Severe Anxiety OCD, ADHD, Masturbation Addiction, Memory loss, lack of concentration and lack of Motivation.. along with emotional issues like.. emotionally immaturity and being judgemental and beeing a hypocrite and narrow minded etc etc.
In this process I also saw at what area my grandfather and father were weak due to which they faced problem their whole life and the fear of change they had... and I am willing to change those traits also in me and it's working..
So, In short I will be out of here after a reach a certain point. Cause for past 10 years I have lost alot of confidence and trust in myself. Untill I go and do everything on my own(without needing any subs).
