05-25-2018, 06:21 PM
Thank you Zane. I, too, have had a big mental focus on establishing and starting up my business. I spent about 4 hours tonight considering different options: make my own videos, or use someone else's? The answer would appear simple.
I think of mat422 who said a week ago or so that he was constantly trying to make songs "perfect", and he realized........he was just procrastinating. Me TOO! It's fear lately when I get close to pulling the trigger. Me making or using other's videos will be new rules for me; I'll be putting myself "out there" either way.
No major events for DMSI today, meaning no major attraction rose up in me. I'll admit though that I fapped last night and tonight. Seeking old comforts.......as I'd have to go out to see women! I stayed home tonight, mostly since the boss asked me to come in tomorrow. I'm an introvert--but that reason is BS really. I listened to B around 6PM, and something's on my mind. I'll make another post about it.
I think of mat422 who said a week ago or so that he was constantly trying to make songs "perfect", and he realized........he was just procrastinating. Me TOO! It's fear lately when I get close to pulling the trigger. Me making or using other's videos will be new rules for me; I'll be putting myself "out there" either way.
No major events for DMSI today, meaning no major attraction rose up in me. I'll admit though that I fapped last night and tonight. Seeking old comforts.......as I'd have to go out to see women! I stayed home tonight, mostly since the boss asked me to come in tomorrow. I'm an introvert--but that reason is BS really. I listened to B around 6PM, and something's on my mind. I'll make another post about it.
I want to be FREE!
