05-23-2018, 01:41 AM
Day 14 3.2 B
Something is happening and recognizing this is huge. At the same time im depressed which indicates the sub doing huge things.
Yesterday when getting "T" her number it went like this
"Im going to be straight forward, *inserts her phone number*
Since then im feeling inhibited as fuck. I feel some huge turmoil inside since then. In person Im all fine and all with that, but for some reason over whatsapp, im shutting down.
It does my head in like pua stuff has nested itself in my subconscious and now conflicts hugely. I dont get it.
Why tho.
Something is happening and recognizing this is huge. At the same time im depressed which indicates the sub doing huge things.
Yesterday when getting "T" her number it went like this
"Im going to be straight forward, *inserts her phone number*
Since then im feeling inhibited as fuck. I feel some huge turmoil inside since then. In person Im all fine and all with that, but for some reason over whatsapp, im shutting down.
It does my head in like pua stuff has nested itself in my subconscious and now conflicts hugely. I dont get it.
Why tho.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
