05-23-2018, 12:50 AM
I have 4 more nights of listening to 3.2b masked with headphones before day break and going back to 3.2a.
I was at the gym today one lady i would like to talk with but continue to let my head prevent me going up to speak to her thinking would be interupting her workout so i didnt go up and talk, shes closer to my age and is very attractive so would be nice if could get her interest but might not happen until i approach her.
I did speak to another lady at the gym but ive spoken to her a couple times before so its a bit easier, we only talk a couple minutes so the aura isnt keeping them around for now. I atleast dont feel nervous speaking to her and some others that i already spoken to, just got to find a way to talk to the one i am interested in but prefer her to approach me, i have said a couple things to her like ask to share equipment and things like that but when i did that she did say was finished.
One thing i do know is she is someone that is easily approachable and happy to talk but my head prevents me from taking action to go up and speak to her which is frustrating as you could imagine.
I might do masked one loop tonight and then try ultrasonic through the night see what that does the speakers are about 6-8 feet from the bed so not sure how effective it will be but will give it a try tonight.
I was at the gym today one lady i would like to talk with but continue to let my head prevent me going up to speak to her thinking would be interupting her workout so i didnt go up and talk, shes closer to my age and is very attractive so would be nice if could get her interest but might not happen until i approach her.
I did speak to another lady at the gym but ive spoken to her a couple times before so its a bit easier, we only talk a couple minutes so the aura isnt keeping them around for now. I atleast dont feel nervous speaking to her and some others that i already spoken to, just got to find a way to talk to the one i am interested in but prefer her to approach me, i have said a couple things to her like ask to share equipment and things like that but when i did that she did say was finished.
One thing i do know is she is someone that is easily approachable and happy to talk but my head prevents me from taking action to go up and speak to her which is frustrating as you could imagine.
I might do masked one loop tonight and then try ultrasonic through the night see what that does the speakers are about 6-8 feet from the bed so not sure how effective it will be but will give it a try tonight.
