05-22-2018, 02:11 AM
Day 13 version B
Yesterday before bed, I kept thinking about "T". Not in a needy way but wanting to contact her. It did send me in a fight inside with my mind coming up with 'no's'. The urge to contact her is still strong and it uncovers something, like a wall.
Amidst this pandemonium, I suddenly started to execute hard. I was sweating and burning up. Closing my eyes resulted in feeling a row of hot women riding me, my body convulsing and grinding till the point I started to have auditory moans. It was intense yet so natural. My whole being felt electrified, unto deep levels. Almost fucking in spirit and the energetic body. I have no recollection of dreams but women and sex are on my mind and am still what I believe to be executing. I even started to breath more deep or shallow, like when having sex. It was liberating.
Lots of women as soon as I lock turning their heads. My drive to fuck is primal. E is supplicating strongly and socialwise Im incredibly unfazed. Like, no response of anxiety or tension go be found, almost non chalant laidback and sexual in presence. Im feeling like a damn magnet. P keeps telling she wants to work with me. Her ass is to be pounded, her face meh.
Other woman "Eli" is aswell supplicating.
Am about to kick of with "T" this evening. She lives about an hour drivin, when I told her to come over she was biting. Also, she was the one initiating, telling Im mysterious and she wants me. Dtf. Telling me it took to long that I did bite her hints.
In a way Idc to report this. Its like normal. Sex is normal. Its great to have women around you being dtf. Its only gettin better and better.
Not gonna doubt the inner, A can h/c me further. Am thinking about girl "A" with whom I was kicking of on 3.1. Who playfully teased me about me missing her ( her words ) sexual undertones.
Im about to let succes flow into my life. Its a given. My being. Wealth. It all ties into eachother and comes together. Its almost so similar. Also, being invited in places to bang.
Yesterday before bed, I kept thinking about "T". Not in a needy way but wanting to contact her. It did send me in a fight inside with my mind coming up with 'no's'. The urge to contact her is still strong and it uncovers something, like a wall.
Amidst this pandemonium, I suddenly started to execute hard. I was sweating and burning up. Closing my eyes resulted in feeling a row of hot women riding me, my body convulsing and grinding till the point I started to have auditory moans. It was intense yet so natural. My whole being felt electrified, unto deep levels. Almost fucking in spirit and the energetic body. I have no recollection of dreams but women and sex are on my mind and am still what I believe to be executing. I even started to breath more deep or shallow, like when having sex. It was liberating.
Lots of women as soon as I lock turning their heads. My drive to fuck is primal. E is supplicating strongly and socialwise Im incredibly unfazed. Like, no response of anxiety or tension go be found, almost non chalant laidback and sexual in presence. Im feeling like a damn magnet. P keeps telling she wants to work with me. Her ass is to be pounded, her face meh.
Other woman "Eli" is aswell supplicating.
Am about to kick of with "T" this evening. She lives about an hour drivin, when I told her to come over she was biting. Also, she was the one initiating, telling Im mysterious and she wants me. Dtf. Telling me it took to long that I did bite her hints.
In a way Idc to report this. Its like normal. Sex is normal. Its great to have women around you being dtf. Its only gettin better and better.
Not gonna doubt the inner, A can h/c me further. Am thinking about girl "A" with whom I was kicking of on 3.1. Who playfully teased me about me missing her ( her words ) sexual undertones.
Im about to let succes flow into my life. Its a given. My being. Wealth. It all ties into eachother and comes together. Its almost so similar. Also, being invited in places to bang.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
