I'm sorry to hear that iiXeno. However, I'm using DMSI, not AM6.
I read your posts on using ultrasonic, so consider letting the sub do its work. Believe me, you're not the first impatient IML sub user. I began with E2 on ultrasonic, and looking back, I MUST have had it playing too low. Otherwise, I would have noticed its affects. I did this for 2 months, not knowing better.
I run my ultrasonic (US) a little higher now. But I run US off my desktop, and the speakers are 5 feet away my head. I've never used my phone and slept with it, as many guys do.
And speaking of AM, be gentle on yourself. AM, by its design, will shake you up. It's message, though very honorable and desirable, is not taught often at all in our culture. It will make you uncomfortable at different points, so go read on guy's AM journals to familiarize yourself with what you might expect. Let them know where you're at so you'll have people in your corner when you need them.
Welcome aboard iiXeno!
Edit: I chose DMSI specifically to work on the "negative" shit. I longed for what AM users soaked up and lived out.......but my past emotional garbage has flooded my life for years. When I finished E2, I asked about doing AM6 or DMSI for my emotional healing. Shannon spoke up saying I should go with DMSI. AM6 is older then E2, and has less powerful technology. DMSI, though it scares the s*** out of many of us, leads the way for healing. That's why I'm on DMSI vs. AM6. AM6 might be next, but that's too far away to plan, realistically. I'll be different in 6 months too.
I read your posts on using ultrasonic, so consider letting the sub do its work. Believe me, you're not the first impatient IML sub user. I began with E2 on ultrasonic, and looking back, I MUST have had it playing too low. Otherwise, I would have noticed its affects. I did this for 2 months, not knowing better.
I run my ultrasonic (US) a little higher now. But I run US off my desktop, and the speakers are 5 feet away my head. I've never used my phone and slept with it, as many guys do.
And speaking of AM, be gentle on yourself. AM, by its design, will shake you up. It's message, though very honorable and desirable, is not taught often at all in our culture. It will make you uncomfortable at different points, so go read on guy's AM journals to familiarize yourself with what you might expect. Let them know where you're at so you'll have people in your corner when you need them.
Welcome aboard iiXeno!
Edit: I chose DMSI specifically to work on the "negative" shit. I longed for what AM users soaked up and lived out.......but my past emotional garbage has flooded my life for years. When I finished E2, I asked about doing AM6 or DMSI for my emotional healing. Shannon spoke up saying I should go with DMSI. AM6 is older then E2, and has less powerful technology. DMSI, though it scares the s*** out of many of us, leads the way for healing. That's why I'm on DMSI vs. AM6. AM6 might be next, but that's too far away to plan, realistically. I'll be different in 6 months too.
I want to be FREE!
